What is her game? she acts like she couldnt care less about me moving away?

ah well you always were on a hiding to nothing - It might be a good idea to delve around in your own pysche rather than hers and see why you want the unattainable - My experience isn't big research just anecdotal but I hung around with a crowd for a long time who were mostly lesbian and I was in a solid relationship with a guy & he was accepted to by the group , but most had feelings for me that were a projection not real but just because I was safe & I wonder what is in it for you to be that submissive doormat - Try loving someone you can have who actually wants you equally - I am glad to hear that your are away to get on with your life - She acts that way as shes been playing games with you - Dont look back or you'll get turned to stone.- Go find love.