I hate my therapist>>>>>>>>>>>>?

i am messed up and i need to continue getting help but i cannot stand the woman i have to see. she always says oh my god or oh wow or thats crazy and gives me dumb looks. i really dont feel like she gets me either. each time i come in she asks how im doing and when i tell her that nothing has changed she is shocked. shes ugly as hell too. if i try to go somewhere else its going to be over a month before i can get in. i kinda want to say fk it but i know i need to keep going what should i do.